Unhappiness and protection had started to build up itself.. protecting myself away from the society, friends. I recently found out that i’m longer the old me, so carefree… No longer anymore.

Schwork, work aldy took most of my time and i dun have the time to tink abt other things. I wun want to spell it out neither will i said much. its all up to u, the trust that build over the years just vanish overnight. Reality is cruel but i can’t do much.

All i nid is trust from you. Thank u.

Hi guy, i’m so sorry for the late late late update which i have stuck in april.. Hahaha.. Kind of miss my korea trip. I’m super busy like a bee.. First of all, busy with my work but now i’m kind of relax becoz i’m only work 1 day in the office and weekend for events if applicable. Secondly, busy with my schwork, Uni life is super different from what i experienced in poly but glad that i found a group of friends and group mates. Been rushing for my 3 essays and presentations. Last but not least preparing myself for the mid-term exam which is coming up shortly.

Nevertheless, i nv forgot the birthday celebration of my bestie gals… Angie and Von. We went to serangoon garden for dinner. We did ordered quite alot of food but sorry nv take photos coz we are sooooooo hungry to whack everything up. After which we headed to this ‘ICE’ ice cream shop which sells alcohol ice cream and fonde.. Hahah yup yup its my treat for them.. LOL… Enjoy these photos.. It relie damn full after the whole day..

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I’m glad that our friendship is still strong despite nt in the same class for 2 years, and i’m glad that upon my life i met them. =) I too miss BA like, tuck tick,jospeh, jason tang, josephin, jolie, chinny vvvv…etc. and my others friends. my sec sch besties, Zhen, Xian, Jie, Lin, Evelyn, Yen Run, my ITE besties gal, PJ, too many can’t go on. You guys know who you are can liao..  . You guyz make my life wonderful! Take care for all my friends =)

If i say i don’t miss faizal then i will be bluffed through my toes, but he promised me he will become a real man and i will study hard too. =) He went in to army ytd but didn’t have the chance to send him off to Pulau Tekkong, didn’t have enough tickets. =( Nvm lahz..can’t wait to see him when he’s booked out~ Oh ya one more thing, can’t wait for him to transformed~!~ lose half to his body size… hahahahah hahaha into a handsome man not a boy anymore~

*All the best to my beloved dear, my dearest bitch, Jason Tang, my beloved cute tuck tuck, and didi, Eric.. See you guys relie soon~

* Take care PJ when you go malaysia, enjoy too~

Hi People, i just came back from korea.. its was a total new experience.. but not recommended for muslim frenz to go there coz all the food onli pork.. korea is nt that fantastic especially at Seoul becoz of the conjested traffic making me headache.. But the country side was great.. covered Jeju which is 4 times bigger than singapore. Didn’t relie buy much things in Korea.. Manage to get 3 clothes which costs abt 5 bucks each n bought tonnes of facial products which is like super cheap in Korea, becoz there are tonnes of shop like faceshop that’s explain why the products are so cheap. LOL…

BTW, i didn’t relie like korean ppl coz of their attitude. When you pee, they will keep knocking on ur door which makes u feel so irritated, and they push u they wun say sorry or excuse me. The WORST is that when you see a group of typical aunty rushing into the toilet u have to let them to go in first no matter how urgent u are.. So tat’s explain the culture in Korea. During the trip, we counted ourselves lucky coz we manage to experience snow and get to see cherry blossom.

I wun explain much coz photos explain a thousand words.. Njoy.. btw i have cut my hair short. and its super short.. LOL… img_1979

Family photos.. we are taking the transfer flight to Jeju island.. Yahoo! Its super cold at 2 degree with the sunny sunlight shinning at us…

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Trying to self take with the nice cherry blossom at the back.. LOL..

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Whoever watched the Princess hour will find these bears familiar, yet we went to the teddy bear meseum.. LOL…

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This pics i love most, taken in the teddy bear museum..

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At the fairy bridge…

Hi guyz.. so sorry to update my blog lah.. for the past 1 week slacking at home.. its was cool to slack but hor slack too much too boring liao coz nothing to do.. So wat i did was to clean my hse, sweeping, mopping, throwing away my lecture notes, which my mum wanted me to do so.. I only left with my textbook.

These few days the weather so damn scary lahz.. ytd rain v v v v heavily till my corridor is super wet but after 30 mins stop rain liao then so sunny and hot..having severe headache and flu.. OMG lahz.. haiz..

Oh ya.. I found a new job working for a SME for events.. yeah events again.. have fate with events issit? While waiting for my aussie application to be approved so find a part time work first lahz.. Not bad the pay beyond my expectation =) .. so the lady boss was very nice said i can start work after i come back frm Korea. therefore, meantime.. slack again.. haha.. went back to sch to collect my transcript and completion letter to be submitted to the RLTC for the application. My result is better than i thought and I’m official GRADUATED FROM NYP… hahahahahhaha!! These 3 years is not a smooth route for me but i’m glad during these period get to knw quite a number of nice frenz =) stay in touch with yr busy schdule..

Changed only 200 SGD = 189,400 Korean won pray hard its enough for me to use lahz.. I super broke lahz.. with no job and money. lol. tat’s the best thing to do when u broke = stay at home coz almost everything is FOC? haha.. but its too boring..lol..  Oh ya, faizal will be back on 25th March (Wed) yeah! Going to airport and pick him up, kind of quiet these few days becoz my phone is so slient.. LOL…

Anyway, ppl take care and i will upload all the pictures i took in korea =)

A sudden urge suddenly rush to my head.. i wanna to close down my blog. Keep myself away from the society, keep myself away from all the nonsense.. U, u and U had given to me. I want to stop being a nice person, stop being a middlemen, stop being a match maker etc.. wateva that came across my mind. nobody will ever be pls of what you’ve done or anything that you’ve done for them either..

So pls dun ask me why.. i wun wan to share.. anyway just being selfish and being myself is the best without having a tots for others. coz at the end of the day nobody is going to thank you or appreciate that.. so.. pls dun blame me if i just keep myself away from u.. just wanna to vent my anger out, coz no matter how hard i tried, or just making U happy wun make my days.. So i decided to just make myself happy and i know its too selfish but who cares.. and i’m only gonna to keep in contact with my close frenz…

Too bad if i haven’t contact u for a period of time or i dun have the time to entertaint u.. I too busy with my on stuffs and in my own world, which makes me less bothered to cares abt U.. thanks.. n bye bye

I can’t wait for my trip to Korea..

Every stop we faced in life is parts and parcel, and that how one’s life is made up of. Therefore, its not exceptional for me, in my times in poly. It had been a roller coaster ride for me, especially when i get to know my good frenz and will stay close. It had been 3 years that I joined poly and rite now its time for me to say goodbye and waiting for our graduation day, 25th May 2009.. Its quite emotionally coz i don’t feel like tat before.. Even though the 3 years in poly isn’t a easy path for me unlike others and the tremendous stressed that i faced in sch, family and frenz.. But with frenz that are around me show great support!

Firstly i would like to express my thanks to Ivy, coz in year 2 i don’t even know anyone from the class and the only person i knw is ivy coz she is in the same class as me in year 1 but we seldom talk but after tat things are going smoothly and frenship blossom from there.

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My frenz always tell me that ppl who are younger than me wun understand what is my thinking. And i often have those thinking of being a loner… after i left my 2 good frenz from year 1 which is angie and yvonne. Ivy you shld knw who are they rite.. haha.. But things is different when i get to knw you n becoming more and more aunty with every single movment of mine… And you too get the “posion” from me. I relie grateful to you coz of your high tolerance and temper unlike mine.. I have much more to learn from you! Ivy I relie love u and glad that you are one of my good fren!

Secondly, Jiees and Jolie…

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Thanks for adding laughters, jokes and all the crazy moments that we once had and i believe these will continue in my later part of my frenz.. keep in touch k? Remember how we know one another? Ivy and I was sitting rite in front of both of u and thiam wei and we said 1,2,3 and turn back to say hi.. and eventually both of u tot that we are weird but things turn out to be great! Haha.. doing projects with u gals was great and awesome coz there are so many things that i can’t describe.. Even though things happened between us but i believe its not going to affects our frenship and i alw rem wat both of u told me.. Our frenship stands strong despite other situations. =) I will alw rem that in my heart

To jolie,

You are capable and PLS DUN DOUBT UR CAPABILITY anymore. I love your ppt design alot and you sure can make a sky for urself just give urself more confident! You are and you will succeed in life.. dun let ppl words influence wat you gonna be.. coz at the end of the day you still you, who are going to do things that you love and like and I love you too! And i know you even more when we’re in EMRS doing all the crazy things… haha staying back in the EMRS room to eat KFC?? hahahaha..

Oh ya, i’m a busy woman for god’s sake.. hahaha.. i always busy with myself coz i love quailty time for myself and my family and i tink i becoming more introvet??? Haha.. ask me out lahz.. lol

P.S: dun mean to throw u in Singapore that time, but i went to france and know eric and quoc whose make an impact in ur life too.. U shld glad to me.. Hehe.. but sorry i might throw in Singapore again and head to australia for my furter studies

To Jiees,

I love you also despite all the crazy times. You relie have a bright bright future and oh ya.. WJ and you getting married pls let me know ok?? Even though sometimes we exchange ideas and you relie knw what you wants and believe that you have a relie bright future. Pls keep in contact and the past events and incidents relie build our frenship even stronger..

Thirdly, JT aka my bitchy slut…

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thanks for being so bitchy with me and the ultimate gossiper that makes my life in poly full of colours.. without ur nonsense i tink my life isn’t so “colourful” lahz.. thanks for all ur slapping and my slap of my neh k.. from B to D and its upgrading but tink will become inflated after graduation becoz missed of ur slapping.. LOL.. And ya.. thanks for all the help for compensation and projects that we do together.. doing projects with you was great! And we dun have the another time to do it.. Anyway pls keep in contact and pls stop being “legal” dvd fans if u knw wat am i talking about.. Haha… I want all your show k?

Fourthly, Elsie… Thanks for being 1 of the “aunty” with me and ivy..

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Doing projects with you, i wun be afraid coz you are relie a capable woman and you will definitely succeed in your career and future housewife.. haha.. don’t forget to invite me to become ur jie mie k together with Jason and Ivy.. even though in year 2 of my poly life i didn’t knw you and i scare of you becoz of ur stern face but we started to know one another when i caught u more than once sleeping in EIR tutorial.. hahah and from there we know each other and till now..your favourite sentence is ask me “qu si la ni, rae” and i always remember it.. haha.. we got so much fun during CRM too..

Pls keep in touch k?? I wish all the best in your future endeavour and i relie love your accompany coz you and jason relie can gossip and bitch where ivy and me will laugh till dun know wat.. hahaha!

Fiftly moving on.. I nv forget Thiam Wei..

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Even though we are not a clique, but he nv fails to sit besides me in lecture hall and disturb me.. always say i fat =( so angry lahz.. hump..but i wun deny that TW is relie a great fren to be with and he definitely gives me good advices and direction if i have things to share with him and we always talk in lecture about his gf and abt my things etc.. and he sleeps in lecture too.. i caught him twice and snooze somemore! Haha.. TW thanks for everything!! I relie treasure u alot and u are relie a great frenz!! =) A wise man with good leadership quailty and influence power.. even though in the being of year 3 semester 2 the class had some disagreement with him but he take things upon him without showing any grumble.. and take things into his pride.. last but not least he’s relie a good listening ear and i will continue my frenzship with him…

I lazy to list out all lehz.. hehe special thanks to BA… its becoz of you, each and individual one of you that makes BA happened! The bonding to the jokes and the unity spirit of BA will not be diminshed as we move on in our life.. Thanks to alot of people.. alex, marcus, lawrence, zeb, kashif, raj (who always talks to me during our train ride becoz we stayed one stop away from one another.. pls keep in contact k our future lawyer), BH gals, yiling, cheryl, kexin, munheng, rehan, nana… hehe love disturbing you gals.. and others in BA i relie love my times in poly!

Without you guyz i bet nothing gonna happened and thanks to QUOC and ERIC becoz of u the class becoming more crazy!!! Thanks and love you guyz and keep in contact k?

First of all.. i’m quite lazy to update my blog liao .. haha.. anyway today i had a day for myself.. in the morning went breakfast with mum then went to see a TC doctor coz of my stomach and leg.. Something is very wrong with my stomach that left me bloated for a long time, didn’t have the time to go hence take this opportunity since my exams are over… yes over!!!!!! *crossing my finger* hoping that i wun repeat any modules coz all the papers that i took relie suck….

It was a painful process when the needles was insert to my knee cap area i was stunted by the “sourness” of my leg..the doctor told me tat i ate too much of chilli and sour stuffs so from today onwards i’m not suppose to eat any chicken, eggs (both are my favourite), sour food, tom yam, fried things pratically is everything lahz.. if i dun wan to stop eating all these stuffs when i reach my 30s the condition will be even worst.. therefore for the sake of my health have to cut down on these stuffs or eliminate them from my diet..

Ok moving on, slept 2 hours once i get home becoz i super tired of the late nights that i had for the past few days and ytd wake up super early to go and help out at my dad’s store.. After that went online and its super bored coz i dun knw wat things to do. And i can’t find a job now coz i’m going on a holidays and most of the company didn’t want me to go on holidays after i started work. Therefore, looking for a job is impossible so slack at home, meeting up with frenz and do wat i like rite now..

In the end, i went out to kinokoniya on my own and spend my afternoon in the store, in the end i bought this book “The Best I could” by the famous lawyer in Singapore.. Haha… tat’s what i did for the half of today lahz.. Sianz… oh ya and ate my lunch on my own at the food junction at bugis and the food is damn expensive, ate seafood hor fun with a few slices of fish cake, 1 prawn and 5 pieces of vegetables. whic h is like???????? for a person like me who nv work.. LOL.. ok lahz stop here liao.. byebye

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This is a very nice book and kinokoniya got 20% for this book therefore i decided to get it at $23 if not its selling at $30… So at the same time i can improve my english from reading books… Didn’t meet faizal coz he went to sch for cambodia training for his trip that commence next tues.. =)

Hi people… i bet everyone in  my class, schoolmates feel the same way too. This weekend is the worst weekend ever lahz..Why do i say that?

Ok i got 3 projects to deal with this weekend. Stayed in sch from 9 am to 10pm on Friday just to finish our BPO and thanks to some last mins changes our effort on that day went to waste… Nvm.. move on IB and MCD… Not too bad our MCD almost complete but not yet complete.. BPO also… half here and there.. Hopefully will be done soon! Seriously la, even its CNY i don’t have the feel and also my mind is on projects… There’s no way i can focus on visiting my relatives.. Hectic weeks.

i guess our lectures want us to have a memorable graduating semester before we bid goodbye to NYP and i wun have to go back till i collect my graduation gown.. Wahahahaha… embarking on my next phrase of life journey soon!!!

Anyway gonna to chiong for my projects after i bath.. Tata

FINALLY…. IB is over! I just pray hard that i wun fail seriously got 50-50 confident in the paper.. Don’t knw can pass anot.. haiz.. but before that we got abt 5 hours break before the test after the lesson in the morning. So we had our BRUNCH at Kou Fu, after that headed to the library to settle and bury our brain to the lecture notes.. A whole thick chunk of notes…

Took Jason, Elsie, Jos…etc photos.. and they found out that I took their sleeping post in the end we played in the library lo.. haha.. took candid photos.. wooooo wooooo

During the times in the Library, i took some candid photos.. so today i’m here to upload what happened in the library.. hehe.. OMG CRM test is on Friday so sian haven start studying.. So tired after today’s paper.. LOL

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Seriously, I LOVE TO DISTRUB JASON TANG.. His photos so sicko lah… DAMN CHIO PLS!!! HAHAHAHA…. OMG OMG OMG

Ok, suppose to study IB rite now but i damn no mood. And i’m damn sleepy at this hour.. Haha even though i slept in the afternoon anyway.. today quite pissed off with the damn stupid attitude of YOURS! You have the right to find out everything and its YOUR RESPONSIBLITIY AND I SAID IT YOURS MEAN YOURS. I bet you will be not be a GOOD BOSS if you happened to open a company or a superior. I’m so sorry you gain no RESPECT FROM ME. Tis is wat i can said, if you do not knw anything you can ask rite.. You alw say ppl y can’t u reflect on urself..

I told my mum abt this issue she told me this:

要做就不要讲,要讲就不要做.. this applies well to you!

Ok nvm.. move on. Just saw Jolie’s blog and i’m suppose to think of 10 things that people don’t relie know…here i go…

1) I love to stay at home even though i’m free

2) I love to shop, eat, travel alone

3)I love to eat chicken rice

4) I never club for the past 23 YEARS

5) I love to talk to my parents and spent time with them especially my MUM

6) I’m a meat eater

7) I can sleep non-stop, wake up and sleep

8) I’m totally a WORKAHOLISTIC and PERFECTIONIST

9) I love to buy BAGS, my favourite hobbies

10) I can stand everything but not EGO AND IGNORANCE PPL….

Haha.. is this ok? I can’t tink of anyone to tag lehz.. OMG its aldy 9 plus and i’m still writing my blog… LOL..

Another ICA on FRIDAY… OMG I HAVEN BUY MY CNY CLOTHES YET.. HAIZ…